Rain
December 16th 2025
So, what's been happening with me? A lot of shit, a lot of anxiety. I've started falling for Crow-man a bit, and I'm pretty sure it's mutual. I'm not ready for another relationship though, so I'm pretty nervous about it. I'd be down for FWB but I don't know if we're compatible that way. Either way we're getting coffee together soon.
I'm poly and interested in another guy too. We've been talking over tumblr for three months and we have a looot in common. He's a theistic satanist, a coyote alterhuman, and into doctor who (and it's ship Thoscei). We decided to start being Penpals since he lives in America. He's moving to Oregon though which is closer to Van which is a bit exciting. Still, I dont feel safe enough going across the border, and I don't think he should try either. Sucks, but that's just the state of it right now.
Tonight I'm watching Ginger Snaps Unleashed while the rain outside patters against my window. Eating some great pizza too. I still rarely see the sun but I started taking my iron medication which has been helping.